Saturday, October 31, 2009
Can I every catch a break?
So i texted my sister a little bit ago. (background) 2 months ago she was bra shopping.. she is now a 40B, and was talking about how kinda freakish it is.. and how hard they are to find. Well, since I have gotten pregnant.. my boobs are umm.. growing! but i am still losing weight.. so i am smaller around. Well, I am now a 36E. I thought.. well I will text her and tell her about it.. so she doesn't have to feel so freakish about her own.. and now she can feel my freakishness.. since I am officially like stripper size. Well now she is even more pissed off at me than before. She hasn't found the humor in it at all. Its bad enough that she is constantly pissed off that I am even pregnant in the first place.. she isnt talking to me at all.. but everytime I reach out.. i am either ignored or yelled at. So.. I am thinking that.. for the sake of me and my little Wilbert.. I have to cut that tie for right now. She is pregnant with my niece.. due in a month.. but yet It seems like I can't be involved. Since I found out I was pregnant.. almost a month ago. She has talked to me twice.. and all of that was about the fact she hopes that i do get negative about the pregnancy at one point or it will make her look like a total bitch. She hasn't once asked how I am feeling?... or when is your first OB appt? How is working so much and being pregnant? considering i work more hours then her. Nope. Okay enough talking about this... it upsets us.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Wow, since I have followers, I guess I am going to make sure to post! Well, I am soo tired this morning after another night of crazy dreams and cats having to sleep ON me. I have to go to work today at 12:30 and my boss wanted me to come in earlier to prepare for a visit. But honestly.. i am soo tired and I have other things to do, I will just work my regular shift. I wonder right now how I am supposed to make it through this whole pregnancy working 50 hour weeks? I know women do it.. but I am not feeling that strong. But yet.. we need the moola to make this all work. So I guess I just push on and on... till I can't push on anymore! So this morning I was out on a few message boards I belong to. And Everytime I see that positive preg test.. the first one!.. I just wanna leap for joy. I am so happy this is all happening.. and more importantly so is Bill. Last night.. he came up behind me.. and put his hands on my baby belly.. and was saying Hi baby!! and rubbing. Ofcourse he doesnt seem to know that the baby can't hear him yet.. nor feel him.. but I don't care.. he still did it. Super sweet. Getting nervous for our first OB appt. Nov 2nd is the day. Not sure what to expect they will do.. or not do. I have nooooo experience with this whatsoever! well I guess thats enough of an update for today. Tomorrow is another day off in my world.. and I hope to sleep alot to get rested up for the rest of my week. But.. I will prolly clean more or something.. thats all I want to do right now is clean clean clean! :)
Well love ya!
Heather and Wilbert!
Well love ya!
Heather and Wilbert!
Monday, October 26, 2009
My First Post!
Well, A great friend suggested I start a blog for not only our life journey, but the upcoming baby's life journey. So I hope to post frequently to keep everyone up on whats going on in our lives!
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